The power of 'Today'.

I still remember the day we broke up. It wasn’t too long ago. Exactly a week ago, I was crying and pleading you to stay and make this relationship work. You said it wasn’t me. Days went by and I kept wondering what went wrong where. Was I not good enough? Well, today I have my answer. You left behind unanswered questions, unsaid words, and a lot more that kept me away from moving on.
Today, I have finally given up on ‘trying’ because I can finally see what I truly deserve. I know you were right when you said it wasn’t me. It wasn’t me, it was you who could not handle my intensity.
It was you who could not deal with my sensitivity. I was too loud for you and my voice that was once music to your ears had turned into just another noise. Maybe because I had given you too much of myself. You said you wanted to explore the world and you left. 

TODAY when I saw you kissing that girl in your car, I understood exactly what you meant by wanting to explore the world. You wanted to explore new lips to kiss, new bodies to lay next to, and new hands to hold. I was sincerely hurt. “Was I not good enough for him?” was the only thing that kept running through my mind. I soon realized that I was willing to give my whole world to someone who couldn’t even genuinely give me his heart. Today I look back and feel stupid for believing in the concept of ‘forever’. There is no forever in today’s world. It’s all about attention and validation. The person who gives you more attention and validation becomes your definition of ‘Love and Relationship’ and this person changes soon with time. 

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People like me who crave genuine relationships are better off alone than be in such a relationship where love is nothing more than sheer convenience.


You no longer have the power to make me feel shallow about who I am. I have realized my self-worth and I will no longer fall for your promises that are nothing but just futile words. You cannot help me become a better person in life, for you yourself don’t know who you are as a person. You’re yet to explore the world and learn more about yourself. I sincerely hope that in the process of exploring the world, you don’t end up losing something that will never be yours again.  

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